Musings Of A Heart #4

–Letting You Go-

Letting you go is watching you leave.

With pleading heart, red eyes, tear-stained face, golf ball stuck in my throat and knot in the pit of my stomach.

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Watching you pack our life together in one suitcase.

Making it lighter by leaving me behind.
You left the door open for my next.

I closed it shut. Put on a lock.

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You left but your memories…. they are with me.

I put them in a wooden box wrap it in a satin cloth with a lace bow on top and a card addressed to your next lover…

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“Just so you know…

Letting him go was hard

But loving him was harder…

But worth it.

worth every tear, every smile…

I couldn’t make him stay

I hope you do.”

I don’t know how long I will take to mail it.

But with every breath  I am letting you go.

No hatred, no grudges 

Only love with a tinge of sadness.

 From a girl who is trying to let go.

~~ Chesta

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​I’ve been strong for long enough

But holding on has completely destroyed me.

So I’m letting you go now.

Though it is a weird and strange feeling

But being with you was even stranger

I’ll try to forget the past and embrace the future.

A future without you.

I’m moving on with a hope that I’ll find a new happily forever.

A forever without you.

~~ neetikaalways

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•Musings Of A Heart #1 (Loneliness)

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•Musings Of A Heart #3 (Acceptance)